Compassionate

I've gained yet another lesson of life.. Learning to be compassionate.. Today, I've participated in a blood donating programme at Tesco.. I walked around, holding posters, asking people to donate blood. At first, the result was very disappointing, they just ignored me. But I still persevered and I smiled and nodded. After some time, results rolled in. Many people were interested and I feel like I've done something good and charitable. After that, I went to help at the counter. There, blood donaters were given a cup of Milo, a certificate acknowlodging his or her help, a badge as a souvenier and a bag containing of bread, water packets and an apple as compliments for their donation. I was touched when a person refused the bag of food, saying, "I think some people out there needs it more than I do." He was referring to the victims of earthquake that struck Shezuan and Myanmar. Some people felt weak and nearly fainted after donating a pint of blood. One of them smiled and said, "I've saved at least a life, and that's the least I could do now." In a short duration of time, 82 people had volunteered to donate blood. We were very touched and we thoroughly respect them. Thank you for your donation! ^^

Holidays~

Exams.. Finally over!! Hahaha!! XD I'm so very very happy happy... ^^ But the holidays has come.. What devestating news... NOT! >V< What am I going to do during the two-week holidays? Well.. .. ... .. ... .. ... .. ... .. ..... .. ..... ... ..... .. ..... .. ..... .. ..... .. ..... .. ..... I don't know.. I think I'm gonna start writing.. After all, it's my passion.. XD Await my story.. XD

Party~~

Okay.. I've got so much to update here.. XD Firstly, I don't know why i wrote tat entry.. the 'Love' entry.. Something juz got into me.. Secondly, I got asked to a party... with lynn! >V< I can feel that our friendship's growing stronger and I'm so happy!! She's like my best fren + advisor + my mother + my loving sister + my place for me to lean on.. !! I love u!! <3 Thirdly, exam's finally came up.. And of course.. I didn't study at ALLL! T_T So regretful.. I know that I MUST start studying now but I juz can't help myself from watching TV, logging on to the PC and playing Monopoly for 3 hours.. Fourthly, I got news that someone likes me.. And I'm so devestated..!! Cuz its not the person I like.. >.< But he starts to notice me more, or maybe it's only me imagining things.. Fifthly, I got a new haircut.. I straightened it, and juz cut the front / fringe.. And it looks much longer.. XD Sixthly, I got an affectionate spot for my nephew who likes to cry cry, cry AND cry the whole day.. But he's quite adorable.. when he's not making noise.. >.< He knows how to flip over now and his neck is stronger.. Btw.. when i mentioned cry, I meant 24-7.. Seventhly, I juz found out that Sandra's boyfren is not that bad at all.. Maybe he's not such a playboy... It's juz that he doesn't seem so bad when I went to the party.. Hmm.. maybe she'll accept him sometime.. Eighthly, Lynn's writing a story.. In it she includes me (of course.. I'm her best fren!) , Choco, Iv** and Rola**, Sandra, Thom**, and Sarah.. The plot is so lovey-dovey... And instead of changing the plot, Lynn actually changes the character if the plot doesn't match with it.. =='' Ninthly, I want to thank all my friends at SMK Tun Mutahir for helping me ease all the difficulties I faced when in school.. I really love u guys!

Love...

What is the meaning of love? A lot of teenagers claim that they are in love. They do things like sending flowers, cards... They seem awkward when the one they like is near, doing silly things, getting clumsy.. But how do u know when u really are in love??! Am I in love? Are you? If love is so beautiful as so many people claims, then WHY does it hurts so much? Is it better off without love? Is it worth it when you're in love? Is it worth it if u know that the one u like is going to reject u but u do simple things to attract his attention, and your love gets deeper.. And in time, u are unable to escape from the clutches of Love, the reason so many teenagers run away from home, commit suicide, gets depression.. Is it worth it to break up and commit suicide, carrying only the memoirs of the sweet times u were together off the face of earth? Love.. a confusing, sweet but also bitter phase of life.. The times we are together brings me happiness, making me feel at heaven, but now, without you, the memory of us together.. Crushes me, weakens me, as though nothing else in the world matter anymore.. I can't forget u, but I have to move on, I tried, but failed... The tears I shed when u left.. I shall cherish our memories, those wonderful times...

March..

Wat a depressin' day.. Gosh.. I hate mathematics.. I've just spent the last two hours at my cousin's house, gettin' tutored on my maths.. And all I managed to solve is... Dah-du-duh-daaaa............. 2 questions.. =='' Bummer... I want to get back to my book!!! Btw.. I don't know why I'm so totally engrossed with reading these days.. I've even read the newspaper for God's sake.. Anyway, I've finished another book.. <> <><><><><><><> Kind of weird actually.. Considering it was written in the 1980s.. I don't know how it got to my library... Anyway, it's about four person who was sent down into the deep sea and stayed there while trying to solve clues about the weird thingy their government found.. They are the best in their profession - biologist/zoologist, mathematician/logician, psychiatrist and... ?? >.< Suddenly, things started to get weird and dangerous and got exciting. It was veryy interesting but could sometimes turn your head into a roller coaster bumping here and there with bruises all over.. The writer explained, at least the characters did.., about the science and logican thingys that I haven't learn.. But it was worth it. It was written by Michael Crichton. I've got another of his book entitled Prey and it was kinda nice too. But it involved more complicated science and is a little boring.. The book Sphere even made it to become a major successful film!! Cooolllll~

20 March

Hi guys, seems tat i haven't updated my blog like, in a month... XD I focused on my exams and it seems that all my hard work paid off. I've got great results, excluding my forever-bad-Chinese subject. Well, at least its a 70%.. I was also engrossed with these books, The Adventure of Sherlock Holmes, The Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes and The Return of Sherlock Holmes. It came in a set as 3 books in 1. It is the first time I read Sherlock Holmes' stories, and I got to admit that the author, Arthur Conan Doyle was very creative and has a sound and intelligent mind. He managed to make the characters alive and are full of character. But, Sherlock Holmes is not famous only by sitting and thinking. No, for he is a man who loves disguises and is observant, which helped him succeed in solving many mysteries. The plot of the stories are somewhat twisting but could be a drag sometimes for the topic of the stories are somewhat related to the criminal. And when I haven't even read a half of the story, I knew who it was who commited murder of so-and-so or who stole the pearl necklace of the Queen of England. But overall, it was a book which managed to keep me preoccupied for a whole day, ignoring hunger pangs and sleep till I've read the last chapter.

playing cupid~

Hai~~ Pie~~ Mince pie~~ XD 2day... so manyy things happen.. 1st i found out that my niece is a boy.. ==' Den i found out the ex-person i liked (plz note the past tense) entered the same group as me.. PBSM..! Den i found out tat HE likes (plz note present tense) my best fren!! O.o Nice~ Wakaka~ Can't blame her, she has such a personality tat attracts boys to her like bees to honey! XD BUT she stilll insists tat he entered the group juz to get involved with MY activities.. Puh-leasee... As if.. =='' I'm so gonnna be a matchmaker for them~! Haha~ XD And it's safe to write all this here cuz she doesn't visit my blog anyways.. ^^ And so.... stay tuned for my plans of matchmaking!! Hahaha~ To be continued.... =-=- Matchmaker =-=-

Baby.. XD

Hiya! Feel lazy to blog liao.. XD Cuz alwayz no comment.. =[ Feel like i'm unappreciated.. T_T *sob* U guys so bad... *another sob* Read already den juz "Ciao~!" *blow my nose* *PMFTTT* Den run away.. *wipe my tears* So bad... *Takes another box of Kleenex* All so bad.. *wrap tissue* Bully me... *throw into the waste basket* *sob* So bad... *wipe my tears* Dun appreciate me.. T_T * Geena takes a machine gun and fires at me. "Can u stop mourning and start already!!!!"* As usual.. the torturer.. *sob* Also alwayz see.. *wipe tears* Den "Bye!!" *Dodges the knives Geena's throwing* Okay.. I'll start.. *blow my nose* *PMFFFTT* Guess wat guys~ I'm a aunt now!! XD And i have a niece!! ^^ Makes me feel old.. ==' Haha.. The baby so cute!! Look like my big bro!! XD (I'm saying this cuz my big bro is gonna read this later XD) Hahaha~~ =] And i juz got a talk with my therapist.. No need $$ de.. So good~ He's a veryy good therapist, feel sad or angry or wat wat den can find him.. XD Guarantee sure good mood once u finish chatting with him~ =] Wakaka~ XD Tat's all... *sniff* Geena bully people... *sob* She chained me to this PC to post entries.. *sob pitifully* Anyway, she's gonna kill me later... *cry* Come to my funeral.. bring blue roses ya, I like them best! *smile* XD Oh ya, *cry* all my properties will be passed on to my rabbit, Snowball.. Please don't do ritual things to wake me up from the dead... But please preserve my body.. *sob* If u can find it.. that is.. *sniff* Bye bye... *sniff* I'm off to CryLand... *sniff* =-=-= Ann =-=-=

Valentine

Valentine.. The worst day of the year for us loners.. T_T *sob* (sobbing pitifully on the table) okok, let's cut the crying part, I'm not weak you know!! XD 14th February, I went to school, frens wished me 'Happy Valentine's' Faked caring, said 'thanks', smiled, sat on my chair, at my place, look around, did a bit of homework, Sandra came, announcement was made (Perhatian, perhatian kepada semua pelajar, and diminta beratur di luar kelas sekarang, ulang sekali, perhatian kepada semua pelajar, anda diminta beratur di luar kelas sekarang juga, dan pengawas, sila bertugas sekarang.) Damn long to write siall.. =] Went to tugas at the Main Gate, 7.50am, went in the class, 15 minutes late, Sandra and Lynn keep gesturing for me to come over, I relented, went there, saw a present box, the expensive kind, with a ribbon tied on top, opened it, a triangular jar full of stars made of colour paper, poured it out, counted it (damn lot of glitter powder all over my skirt), 250 stars, stuffed it back, they giggled, i looked on, they giggled again, i teased sandra a bit, went back to my place, paid attention to teacher, while they giggled, didn't care, recess came, went to the canteen, talked on the way, found out it was Sandra's ex-bf tat sent it, she giggled again, we teased her a bit, went back to the class, school finished. At 1.10pm... walked home, lied down on the sofa, read a book, after an hour, went to bathe and eat, did some homework, fell dizzy, went back to my room, and found a present, from who?? Actually, from myself, bought it the day before, ate the bar of chocolate, felt hollow inside myself, lied on the bed, did nothing but staring at the ceiling, slept, woke, went to school.. WaKKAKAK~~! Here's my account of Valentine's Day~~ Kinda of mechanic huh! XD So sad, so sad.. So pathetic of me~ LMAO!! =] Haha~~~ DUn worry, more human-like posts coming soon~~ XD (weird mood i'm in..) Take care guys~~ =] -=- Ann =-=

Wat a day~ XD

Guess wat guys~! I'm so happy!! Haha XD I went out wth my frens, but b4 tat, juz read our plans okay~ >> 1st all come my house, den my mum fetch us go Sandra's house which is in Paya Emas btw (VERYYY far), den HER mum fetch us got Lynn's house, whose mum fetch us got Chiao's house den... her mum fetch us go Mahkota Parade (MP) to catch a movie. This is how it went... >>> Lynn came 1st, den Sandra and Elaine. But Chiao phoned up and say she wasn't coming, so change of plans. Den we gambled a bit la.. (I lost 20 bucks.. T_T) until 12.30pm. Den want to go Sandra's house, but she said her parents went for luncheon at friends house, and she didn't bring the key. So we said go Lynn's place, skipping Chiao's since she's busy. But Lynn's mum went to her sister's house. So too bad... >>> Ain't over.. I wanted to go MP straight away from my house, and all except Sandra agreed. She said she gotta go home 1st. Ask why, she said gotta tell her Mum, ask her to phone her only, she said MUST see her. Weird huh. So got a small fight, and in the end, decided to go to Wei Xiang's house, where Sandra's parents are having lunch. >>> Off we go~ And we reached there. Long time no c Wei Xiang, so a bit kekok la.. No prob... But we stayed there until 3. Den we went Sandra's house, stayed till 3.30pm. Her mum keep forcing us to eat the cookies.. She got a trolley full and said ALLL muz try!! MY GODDD~~ So.. after eating at least 1 of each kind of cookies, (and at the same time gained 3kg), we went to Melaka Mall (changed location). The movie we wanted to c starts at 4.15pm. But when we reached there to buy tickets, LONGGGG line of queue. So we wait... and wait.... anddd wait... until our turn den it's 4.30 liao.. == Den found out no seats available, not counting the seats right in front of the screen.. Who can watch the movie there?! So we booked for 6.15pm. >>> Went to JJ (Jaya Jusco) to spend the 2 hours more. And we had one heck of a time at JJ's game centre. Den we went down to Mc'Donald's to have our meal. We crossed the road, reached there at 6.14pm. LOL!! Ironic huh. Anywayz, the others went in 1st while I and Lynn stayed back to buy popcorn and drinks. WTH~~!! The stupid server DAMN SLOW SIALLL!! Went in the cinema already 4.30pm. >>> We watched Kung Fu Dunk of course~! Jay Chou!! Fuyyoo~!! The movie = Two thumbs plus my two big toes up. LMAO~! XD Haha~ finished at 8.30pm. Got home, and think.... and think... .... ....... ............. about homework.. T_T tomoro need to do ALLLL finish... last day of holiday.. NO!! COME BACKKK! MY HOLIDAY~~!! T_T My holiday.. *sniff*... *sob* ... *excuse me as i blow my nose, PMHHMH* <><><><> To hell..(thoughts of homework... h-omework....) ><><>< Still chanting homework.. h-om-e--wor-k..? homework.... H-om-e-w-wo-k..? Homewo-ework? Homewrok..? Hom -- by... Homew-r-ok-r...??

To everybody~ XD Wish u guys happy Chinese New Year! ^^ May u all get lots of angpau! $_$ May u all win a lot money~ in gambling la, of course.. Pakau (beatdog),Bandat (21) or wateva la, janji got $$ to win! Hahaha XP After win muz be generous wo.. share50/50 with people la.. cannot find anybody to share with den can find me!XD 016-686680X And last but not least..HAVE A GOOD YEAR OF THE RAT~!! ^^ Dun trap any rats in your kitchen, let them go~ Dey finish your food, spread disease, stratch your face, etc etc also cannot halau o.. Breed them, den can have a prosperousnew year~!! (If u guys can tahan la,tat is..) XP HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~ XD <><><><> ByE <><><><> From >> AnN a.k.a. $_$

My hair... =[

ARGHH!! MY HAIR~!! I WAN BACK MY HAIR~!!! I actually tot CNY coming, so go and trim my hair lo... XD Den when i was sitting on the saloon chair and reading a magazine, Mum spoke to the hairstylist. And since I'm not paying any attention to them - I was reading an article about Jay - I didn't care much, tot dey was juz chatting. So he started to cut my hair and - Eii.. why my hair bcom lighter 1? - so i looked in the mirror and --- OMG!! He's cutting off my hair!! Without any hesitation!! ARGGGHH!! Den i found out Mum asked him to do a bob cut! =[ Okay.. so it was oka-y when i got home... I decided tat there's nothing else to do about it... BUT Mum said i looked weird so she used a lot a lot of mousse and style my hair!! OMG!!! And in the end, my hair got kinda wavy and scraggly and i looked stupid even though i've washed away the mousse... ARGGHH~!! And i got so many BAD comments when i got to school!! For ex. ' You look like a boy.' ' Why did you cut your hair? It looks ugly.' 'OMG!! WHY DID U CUT IT!! U LOOK LIKE AN OLD PRINCIPAL!!' and etc. etc..... Lolz.. nothing i can do about it.. May as well let it be.. XD btw.. CHINESE NEW YEAR IS DUE IN 2 MORE DAYS~!! YIPPPPEE~!! ^^ <><><><> BYE <><><><> +>+>+>+> AnN <+<+<+<+

CNY~!!

Hallo~ XD I'm here again~ ^^ CNY is coming ~ !!! $_$ I wan a lot a lot angpau~~!! WAKAKAKKA!! XD I asked a lot a lot a lot of frens come my house wo... Actually ask a few de... Den other ppl 'accidentally' know get.. So ask tat fella lo.. Den tat fella's fren 'accidentally' know also.. Den ask the fella's fren also... Den allllll the ppl also know liao.. So ask ALL lo~ Haha~ But i think dey think is open house.. == No no.... But dey think is open house wo... D~I~E~~!! I'm like, so dead... Takkan wanna open house kot... Akan mati la saya... Tot juz ask a few frens over, play play chat chat, take angpau... Abaden now alllll come wo... D! I! E!!!!!!!!! T_T MUmmy help me!! WAAAAAAA~!! >>>> Signing off to my own world <<<< ><><><><><><><><><><><><><><

So angry.. !!!! =[

2day is such a great day~ ^^ SO happyy!! U know why~?? Probably cuz we dun hav school 2day~ XD And we attended a funny BUT serious preach. I laughed till my sides ached!! =] But there's another bad side.. After the preach, we prefects r supposed to clean the hall. So we stayed back for a little while. There was only 3 brooms and Assura took 1 n started to sweep the floor when the BITCH came up and say in an unsastifying way, " If u wan to sweep the floor, PLEASE sweep it with your heart, don't sweep like you are dying!" WAT THE FCK?!! U r there - doing absolutely nothing! ANd u juz walk here and say that FCKING THING?!! WAT THE HELLL!! Who the hell u think u are?!! U think juz bcos U r a Comittee member den u can scold the others for no apparent reason??! B. I. T. C. H. All the prefects know that Assura's grandfather had juz past away and she is heartbroken and she is weak at the moment!! WAT THE BLOODY FUCK!! And do you know wat Assura do? She did nothing!! I was standing at her side and i was simply FURIOUS with that STUPID BITCH!! So i started to scold her, and seeing tat i hav the same rank as her, she started to scold me back too. SO we had a fight and seeing this, Assura broke me off in midsentence as i was abt to say, " U BIT---" OF course, after hearing the upper-half of the word, she strode off in her high and mighty manner. I asked Assura WHY she didn't defend herself juz now. And you know wat she said? She said the BITCH alwayz scold and put her down! And Assura dun wan to create a fight! I was so pissed, man!! FCK THE BLOODY BITCH!! I'LL TAKE HER DOWN EVEN IF I GET FIRED OR KICKED OUT OF THE SCHOOL!! As long as SHE knows tat people are not so easy to bully! ESPECIALLY MY FREN!! B. I. T. C. H. !!! btw, it's not usual tat i spoke so many rough words, so dun worry, i'm not a somebody with bad words that foam at my mouth~ =] --- AnN ---

long tym no c..

'ello~ MUackksss~~ <3 Long time no c~ XD 2day i went to Wen Hua, my old primary school.. since new year is coming, the school is decorated with so many beautiful and creative crafts and stuff~!! And when i went into my sis's class, i heard my former science teacher being our school radio DJ~ ^^ (she still sounds very strict..) And seriously.. the WHOLE school was SWARMED with small kids!! They r like, so CUTE~~!! XD I can't go anywhere without bumping into a kid.. == I dodge a kid and out comes another to bump into me.. =] They r only as high as my knee!! I think i said a thousand sorry's by the way i made it to mum's car.. Thirsty.. == Everytime i bumped into a kid i will said, "Hey kid! So sorry, and are u alright?" So perhaps next time i will walk around the school wearing a tag tat says.. " Look out! Giant walking through!! Please dun blame me if i bump into u!! " XD Cya~ ^^ --=-- AnN --=--

I'm back~~

Hi guys~ Sorry for not updating for a looooongg time~ *dodges flying daggers* Hey! I said i was sorry! *dodges the bullets from the machine gun* OKOK~!! ESPECIALLY TO Gena~!! She keep pestering me... She think's my life's like an interesting book... == *Dodges knifes again.. * OKOK!! So... how's school? Mine's okay... except for the day we had to change classes.. The STUPID form 5's wanna take their tables n chairs too! So we have to move all our things from our class down to the classrooms via the small flight of stairs.. O man.. i still feel like slapping them.. Me n my frens were having a hard time dragging n moving our things while the most of the form 5's juz sat at their places n watched!! SOO UNGENTLEMEN!! MY GODD~~ o well.... BUT~~ I met a really nice guy cuz he helped me out~~ I still dunno he's name.. But mayb i'll go do some investigating.. Mwahahaha~~ Hey! Dun misunderstand tat i'm a easy-to-like-a-boy kinda gal.. I juz hav a tendency to like boys tat help me out while i dunno them~ N tat's veryyy seldom okay.. XD Anyway, tat's all for now~~ have a nice day~~ Muackkss~~ ^^ Ciao~~ -~-~-~ AnN ~-~-~-

xixi ^^

Hi all~~ Which do u wan 1st? The bad news of the good 1? Well.. here's the good 1~~ It's MY birthday!! ^^ AND none of my frens forgot~~!! AND I luv them so much~~ ^^ Xixi... and I'm also a AJK Bahagian~ ^^ YAY~~!! ^^ Well.. the problem is... I fell down on the way home n twisted my ankle.. T_T Y do i fall down tat often.. == AND so, i can't go for the prefects' meeting 2day.. AND~~ I found my class in a mess when i went back to take something i forgot.. There were the things all over the floor n a lot of tables r missing.. We muz hav went to the lab n left the class unlocked.. >.< Some of my frens' tables r missing too!! Alas, foe is to happen on our class on the 2nd day of school.. I really hope all those ppl tat made the mess get caught!! I'm not a forgiving person, I WANT REVENGE~!! MWAHAHAHAHAH~~~ Lol.. ^^ ANywAy, HapPy sChoOLiNg tO aLL~~ Muaacks~~* Ciao~~ ---~ aNn ~---

Happy ^^ new year~ ^^

O...HI ALL~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR~~!! ^^ But~~ 2day's the day b4 school.. ARGHHH~~ N i haven't finish my essays!! ARGHHH~~ All the tv's fault.. alwayz make me c tv.. now i not yet finish my homework! Hmphh~!! All ur fault!! Anyway.. now i hav my homework.. T_T I hate doing chinese essays.. >.< Anybody knows a site where dey hav chinese essays to copy? I very lazy to write.. >.< New year's here~~ New resolutions: er..... no resolutions.. XP i juz wanna get 8A's for PMR this year.. N be... er.. a good girl.. xixi...^^ Oh.. n feel free to add me anytime~~ # blind_galz@hotmail.com # blind_galz@yahoo.com # www.friendster.com/blindgal Ciao~~ Yours ever~~ ~-~-~- AnN -~-~-~