s-c-h-o-o-l

Omg.. i was so nervous.. haha.. some1 added me at msn n he refused to reveal his name.. >.< N when he told me he's 15.. i tot it was the guy i liked lol.. ^^ But he's juz a fren of my fren.. O.O... school's starting, erm... at 3 more days.. T_T I hav to get my uniform ready and... OMG!! I lost my tie n name tag~!! Where the hell is it??!! ARGGHH!! Now i hav to turn the house upside down! N i hav to prepare my.. ... I think i juz lost my BAG?!! My BAG?!! Where's my SCHOOL BAGG?!! OMGG~~~ I hope Mum didn't throw it away... Some of my things r still inside!!!! Oh Sh*t... I can't find my books! I juz bought them 2 days earlier!! HOLY!! Wth did i put it?!! O man... now i hav to REALLY turn the house upside down.. T_T So many things to do.. Ciao~~ -~-~ AnN ~-~-

Why can't life be better for me?

O god... i'm crying.. i juz had a fight with my fren.. we juz chat, u know.. n suddenly i juz told him abt my family problem.. i dunno y.. mayb cuz i was juz sad n my frens r all offline.. N he maked fun of it.. I was juz so angry, when i tought abt my mum n dad.. who r juz tired but still need to overcome this family hardship.. Everybody's life is precious u know.. I juz can't stand some1 when they insults the value of ppl's life.. NO! We r ALL a community! How can u say tat a malay's life has less value than a chinese's? Everybody IS EQUAL.. I was juz so angry n pissed off.. N i started to cry n hurl abuses at him.. I juz thought of all the things tat had happened this past weeks.. It was.. hell.. I felt like those few weeks r not worth going through.. I know, it's all my damn brother's fault. He digged out all this things n problems for us.. God.. do u really treat us like Your children? Y aren't You there when i needed You? I'm juz so angry n sad right now.. I know, it's my bro's fault, n it has nth to do with my fren... But i can't help it.. I feel so sry now.. sry for doing n saying all those things i know the Devil drove me to.. I really hope some1 will come n punish me now.. for all the evil things i've done..

foolish me...

Hi... all had a nice Christmas? How did u guys spent it? Going out with family? With frenz? A few years back, I and my whole big family went to KL, den when it was Christmas Eve, we all went to the mall.. My cuzunz n me went shopping for christmas presents together.. ^^ We stayed at a hotel which has a really big pond, n u can fish n go canoeing there.. Well, on Christmas, we all exchanged presents! We were so happy, n we embraced the spirit of Christmas... That really was a happy reunion... I still got the ornaments n the books my cuzuns n aunts gave.. ^^ Do u know wat my uncles gave me? Both of them gave me chocolate... == Haha.. but now we don't celebrate Christmas as we used to.. Our big big family had grown apart, n now we dun even visit each other as frequently as before... I miss them.. n also the presents, n the hugs n kisses.. on Christmas.. This Christmas, is really... lonely for me.. I juz stayed in my room the whole day feeling depressed n I don't know y.... But I actually felt like the world doesn't like me.. N i wanted to go.. Go to a place where only dead people stay... Haha.. I feel so foolish now.. I really hope the new year that is coming, I can chg myself, I want to help my family through the hardship n crisis we r facing now... May God bless me.. ----- AnN -----

Long time no c~

Hi alll~~
Nice to c u guys again~~
How's life?
Boring, huh...

Anyway, 2day my bro bought pizza ^^
n it smells so delicious~ Mmmm...
juz when my mouth is simply watering..
Dad said, " Ann! Go back to ur room! Ur not suppose to eat anything oily! "

Haiz... Daddy remember wat doc said... ==
So i hav to go back to my room.... T_T
Haiz... everyday lay on bed n rest also very boring ok...

Dunno y this tonsil enlarging come back again..
Yep, tonsil... a thing in ur mouth tat is suppose to PROTECT u from being infected..
but, MY tonsil, got INFECTED~!!
Bloody hell~!!
So i got high fever n unable to eat or drink without much pain.. >.<
FYI, when its infected its swollen up, n u can't even open ur mouth properly...
Lucky it had no pus this time, the last time it had a big glob of pus there,
n the doc had to cut it up... *shiver*
u can c the sharp knife going into ur throat n then they take a really big syringe n suck the bloody pus out...
Horrible...

So.. after a few days of hell, i am recovering.. ^^
but Dad still insist on me eating porridge only...=="
n the doc said i need plenty of bed rest...

Stupid doctor.. i wanna kill him...
Anyway, i took a bomb n put it into his house..
Read the newspapers tomoro ya~
the headlines will be " MAD PATIENT BOMBED UP DOCTOR'S HOUSE "
Mind u, i'm mad, not crazy...
mad, as in "angry n mental health slightly disordered"

Cheers~!!
----~ AnN ~----

^^

Yay!! 2day's my little bro's birthday.. ^^ and Dad bought a whole blueberry cheese cake~!!!!! I'm so happy~~ it's my fav~!! even though it's my bro's b-day.. XP Juz wanna say happy birthday, bro~!! --- AnN ---

rain rain..

Finally rain~~ ^^
i juz luv the smell of it~!!
ai.. my gunbound got uninstalled..
den my bro go n install new game..
dunno wat fiesta or wat wat..

since no gb to play d..
den i play ps2 lo~~
i wanna get the orichulcum+ to synthesis the weapon n den go n fight seifer which is the most powerful character in the game..
T_T.. alwayz fight him, not even 2 combo den x_x..

mayb alot of u dun understand wat i talking abt..
hehe.. talk less crap la..
good luck to all tat's took pmr this year o..
really hope tat those tat took pmr this year will hav good results o..
28th Dec wanna come d~~ juz after christmas~~
Merry christmas to all~~

p/s: this year i no $$ so i won't giv christmas presents o.. hehe ^^
---- aNn ----

ZzZzz...

昨天睡不到..
就去找找东西做.. 然后找到了 "花样少年少女" 的 erm... 不会写..
哎呀.. 终而言之.. 就看看一下..
没想到还好耶.. ^^
原来唐禹哲演得还不错嘛...
还蛮帅的... 嘿嘿...
然后.. 就连续看了5或6集..
就发现已经7.30 am... ==
我还没睡耶.... 我看这个下午.. 好好睡一顿吧~!!

Cheers~!!
---- aNn ----

KFC 好好吃~~

哇... 今天好像起身也不早噢... 2点中午..
就是因为昨天睡太晚的关系... 5点早上..
起来时, 爸爸刚好买了KFC回来^^
哈哈.. KFC当我的早餐啊~~ 好富贵噢~~

嘿嘿..吃饱了当然就是要玩电脑啦~!!
但是妈咪却说我最近好懒散...
哎呀.... 假期嘛... 可是她还不放过我.. ==
气死人~!!
就这样.. 要开始做功课了...
最讨厌做作文了.. 因为很多字不会写..>.<
然后呢.. 当要做时... 发现作文问题又不见了..
天啊!!!!

嗨......... T_T......
可是不用紧啦, 反正上天说不用做就不用做了~

cooking..

Mum has been toturing me this few days...
she forced me into cooking~!!
Well.. on the first day of my training..
my mum dumped a few materials on the counter n ask me to cook..
she pointed as to which few materials r gonna make a dish n then..
she sat in the living room doing her sewing.. ==

so.. i cooked~!!
anyway, it was a step-by-step guide from my mum who was shouting instructions all the time.. from the living room..
the results r ok.. i mean they LOOKED ok...
my younger brother even poked at the food to check for poison...=="

Den he took a tiny bit of my meat n nibbled a bit...
n he gagged n coughed n said.."mmf dumph int!!" (arrr... DUN EAT~!!)
n died...

wish tat would happen....
cuz he complained of tummy ache at the end of the meal n accused me of poisoning him...
he even took my precious teddy n said, " if i die, it dies!!" pointing a scissors to it's leg..==" LOL!!

Here a few tips i picked up..
>> to test if the oil is already hot.. plz DO NOT use a thermometer or ur finger...
>> water don't mix with hot oil like frenz.... they r deadly enemies... n when they were having a war in the pan..*sizzle* *pizzz* i got red marks all over my hand.. n it hurts.. a lot..
>> tie up ur younger brother n stuff his mouth with cloth first before a meal... ^^

---- aNn ----

JAY~~~

y is it that when my holiday wanna finish liao ..
then got so much work o..

I find myself very buzy.. almost no time to even on9..
Haiz.. Jay Chou so handsome.. hahax XP..
finally when i got a time to rest~~
Then i watch Jay's songs' mv...
n dig out the jelly stripes from the peanut butter n jelly jar..
Hehe.. XD

Uh-oh... my cousin come again..
He n my bro.. yesterday go into my room...
n take my teddy bear.. T_T... *sob*

Then i need to chase them all over the house..
n tripped over the door mat n *poink*
Another sprained ankle... T_T

ARHHHHH~!!!
He go into MY ROOM AGAIN!!
My GIRAFFE~!!!!!!!
o no.....
dun wan say more d..
CIAO~~

* HAvE A gOoD dAy* (unlike mine.. T_T)

can't sleep..

It's three in the morning....
I can't sleep..
Somehow.. my mind suddenly thought of him..
Wonder how he is...
U know.. I liked him since..... the end of last year..
Until now.. he don't even know it!
Haha.. XD.. i keep my secrets tight..
until now.. when the whole world knows..
LOLX... lucky u guys dun know me in person.. XP

guess i ought to forget him.. Haha...
I'm having my PMR next year..
x_x... dead...
gotta study hard.. 8A's here i come~~

@_@

Hmm.. i decided to stick to writing in english..
Cuz after i saw my frens' blogs..
my chinese is worse than i thought..
T_T.. *sob*
so no offense to my fren o~~

2day.. my fren went back to his grandma's house..
he say wanna use watergun n squirt water towards the chickens there...
={.. poor chickens....
wonder hw his day went..
u can check it out on his blog.. (if he did post abt it..)
>> wind93.blogspot.com...
Hehe.. it's all written in chinese..
sometimes i read his blog oso blurrr.. @_@

哇... 应该写华语或英语啊...
Hmm... 哪个比较好啊...
嘿嘿..
决定了.... 两个都用!!
哈哈...
我华语不好.. 所以, 多多指教哦...

今天.. 我玩 gb 时....
遇到了几个以为自己很厉害的笨蛋...
他们说女的不适合玩 gb..
说我一定会很烂...
明明就是看小女的嘛!!

嘿嘿.. 结果输的还是他们啊!!
哈哈哈哈!!
开心得不得了~~!!

Hmm... things r weird 2day...
1 of my frens, which is a boy, not boyfren o..
he asked me...
"Got ideas for our holiday homework?"
I was so suprised.. LOL!!
He is doing HOMEWORK!!
WOW!
okok, so doing homework is not a big deal.. XP

Well, 2day's weather is good..
especially for those who love strong wind.. (me, for instance XP)
Hmm... hope i don't drop into a drain 2day..
BAD LUCK~~ GO AWAY~~!!
COME AGAIN IN ANOTHER ETERNITY~~

Haiz.. 2day, no joking...
Another more tragedy~!

Ok.. I had bad luck yesterday so it'll be a perfect day for me rite..?
WRONG!!

I was chasing the badminton shuttle when i.. *poink*
"ARHHHHH~!!"
i was checking out my ankle, cuz i somehow managed 2 sprain it..
due to a STUPID HOLE in the park!!
N it was covered with GRASS!!
I can hear the cracking sound of my bones when i fell..
OW~!! It hurt so much i squeezed my bro's hand so tightly, he had red marks all over it when i finally let go..
Hehe.. Sorry gor~~ XP

.....
GOD!! DO U HATE ME~??!!

*achooo!!

Haiyo.. 2day at 5.43 pm... a tragedy happened...
Plz mourn with me..
i was taking a walk n den... *tick* a drop of rain dropped on my face..
i looked up n de rain poured like hell...
WTH~!?.. i got mood walk walk den rain come...

N so i say " sh*t! " n hav 2 run,run all the way back 2 my house with the rain pouring...
By the time i got home.. I was soaking wet like..
i juz got a bath with my clothes on..
N so now i am here,
in front of my pc,
sneezing like hell.....
....
I tink the rain dun like me...

Epilogue

Ok... name's Ann.. Currently 14++..
My blog could be a little boring.. xp
HeY~~!! Can't blame it on me~~ My life IS boring..

Anyway, to all visitors...
A warm welcome from me n a
" HaPpY hOLiDaYs" !!