Holidays~

Exams.. Finally over!! Hahaha!! XD I'm so very very happy happy... ^^ But the holidays has come.. What devestating news... NOT! >V< What am I going to do during the two-week holidays? Well.. .. ... .. ... .. ... .. ... .. ..... .. ..... ... ..... .. ..... .. ..... .. ..... .. ..... .. ..... I don't know.. I think I'm gonna start writing.. After all, it's my passion.. XD Await my story.. XD

Party~~

Okay.. I've got so much to update here.. XD Firstly, I don't know why i wrote tat entry.. the 'Love' entry.. Something juz got into me.. Secondly, I got asked to a party... with lynn! >V< I can feel that our friendship's growing stronger and I'm so happy!! She's like my best fren + advisor + my mother + my loving sister + my place for me to lean on.. !! I love u!! <3 Thirdly, exam's finally came up.. And of course.. I didn't study at ALLL! T_T So regretful.. I know that I MUST start studying now but I juz can't help myself from watching TV, logging on to the PC and playing Monopoly for 3 hours.. Fourthly, I got news that someone likes me.. And I'm so devestated..!! Cuz its not the person I like.. >.< But he starts to notice me more, or maybe it's only me imagining things.. Fifthly, I got a new haircut.. I straightened it, and juz cut the front / fringe.. And it looks much longer.. XD Sixthly, I got an affectionate spot for my nephew who likes to cry cry, cry AND cry the whole day.. But he's quite adorable.. when he's not making noise.. >.< He knows how to flip over now and his neck is stronger.. Btw.. when i mentioned cry, I meant 24-7.. Seventhly, I juz found out that Sandra's boyfren is not that bad at all.. Maybe he's not such a playboy... It's juz that he doesn't seem so bad when I went to the party.. Hmm.. maybe she'll accept him sometime.. Eighthly, Lynn's writing a story.. In it she includes me (of course.. I'm her best fren!) , Choco, Iv** and Rola**, Sandra, Thom**, and Sarah.. The plot is so lovey-dovey... And instead of changing the plot, Lynn actually changes the character if the plot doesn't match with it.. =='' Ninthly, I want to thank all my friends at SMK Tun Mutahir for helping me ease all the difficulties I faced when in school.. I really love u guys!

Love...

What is the meaning of love? A lot of teenagers claim that they are in love. They do things like sending flowers, cards... They seem awkward when the one they like is near, doing silly things, getting clumsy.. But how do u know when u really are in love??! Am I in love? Are you? If love is so beautiful as so many people claims, then WHY does it hurts so much? Is it better off without love? Is it worth it when you're in love? Is it worth it if u know that the one u like is going to reject u but u do simple things to attract his attention, and your love gets deeper.. And in time, u are unable to escape from the clutches of Love, the reason so many teenagers run away from home, commit suicide, gets depression.. Is it worth it to break up and commit suicide, carrying only the memoirs of the sweet times u were together off the face of earth? Love.. a confusing, sweet but also bitter phase of life.. The times we are together brings me happiness, making me feel at heaven, but now, without you, the memory of us together.. Crushes me, weakens me, as though nothing else in the world matter anymore.. I can't forget u, but I have to move on, I tried, but failed... The tears I shed when u left.. I shall cherish our memories, those wonderful times...

March..

Wat a depressin' day.. Gosh.. I hate mathematics.. I've just spent the last two hours at my cousin's house, gettin' tutored on my maths.. And all I managed to solve is... Dah-du-duh-daaaa............. 2 questions.. =='' Bummer... I want to get back to my book!!! Btw.. I don't know why I'm so totally engrossed with reading these days.. I've even read the newspaper for God's sake.. Anyway, I've finished another book.. <> <><><><><><><> Kind of weird actually.. Considering it was written in the 1980s.. I don't know how it got to my library... Anyway, it's about four person who was sent down into the deep sea and stayed there while trying to solve clues about the weird thingy their government found.. They are the best in their profession - biologist/zoologist, mathematician/logician, psychiatrist and... ?? >.< Suddenly, things started to get weird and dangerous and got exciting. It was veryy interesting but could sometimes turn your head into a roller coaster bumping here and there with bruises all over.. The writer explained, at least the characters did.., about the science and logican thingys that I haven't learn.. But it was worth it. It was written by Michael Crichton. I've got another of his book entitled Prey and it was kinda nice too. But it involved more complicated science and is a little boring.. The book Sphere even made it to become a major successful film!! Cooolllll~

20 March

Hi guys, seems tat i haven't updated my blog like, in a month... XD I focused on my exams and it seems that all my hard work paid off. I've got great results, excluding my forever-bad-Chinese subject. Well, at least its a 70%.. I was also engrossed with these books, The Adventure of Sherlock Holmes, The Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes and The Return of Sherlock Holmes. It came in a set as 3 books in 1. It is the first time I read Sherlock Holmes' stories, and I got to admit that the author, Arthur Conan Doyle was very creative and has a sound and intelligent mind. He managed to make the characters alive and are full of character. But, Sherlock Holmes is not famous only by sitting and thinking. No, for he is a man who loves disguises and is observant, which helped him succeed in solving many mysteries. The plot of the stories are somewhat twisting but could be a drag sometimes for the topic of the stories are somewhat related to the criminal. And when I haven't even read a half of the story, I knew who it was who commited murder of so-and-so or who stole the pearl necklace of the Queen of England. But overall, it was a book which managed to keep me preoccupied for a whole day, ignoring hunger pangs and sleep till I've read the last chapter.