Love...

What is the meaning of love? A lot of teenagers claim that they are in love. They do things like sending flowers, cards... They seem awkward when the one they like is near, doing silly things, getting clumsy.. But how do u know when u really are in love??! Am I in love? Are you? If love is so beautiful as so many people claims, then WHY does it hurts so much? Is it better off without love? Is it worth it when you're in love? Is it worth it if u know that the one u like is going to reject u but u do simple things to attract his attention, and your love gets deeper.. And in time, u are unable to escape from the clutches of Love, the reason so many teenagers run away from home, commit suicide, gets depression.. Is it worth it to break up and commit suicide, carrying only the memoirs of the sweet times u were together off the face of earth? Love.. a confusing, sweet but also bitter phase of life.. The times we are together brings me happiness, making me feel at heaven, but now, without you, the memory of us together.. Crushes me, weakens me, as though nothing else in the world matter anymore.. I can't forget u, but I have to move on, I tried, but failed... The tears I shed when u left.. I shall cherish our memories, those wonderful times...

March..

Wat a depressin' day.. Gosh.. I hate mathematics.. I've just spent the last two hours at my cousin's house, gettin' tutored on my maths.. And all I managed to solve is... Dah-du-duh-daaaa............. 2 questions.. =='' Bummer... I want to get back to my book!!! Btw.. I don't know why I'm so totally engrossed with reading these days.. I've even read the newspaper for God's sake.. Anyway, I've finished another book.. <> <><><><><><><> Kind of weird actually.. Considering it was written in the 1980s.. I don't know how it got to my library... Anyway, it's about four person who was sent down into the deep sea and stayed there while trying to solve clues about the weird thingy their government found.. They are the best in their profession - biologist/zoologist, mathematician/logician, psychiatrist and... ?? >.< Suddenly, things started to get weird and dangerous and got exciting. It was veryy interesting but could sometimes turn your head into a roller coaster bumping here and there with bruises all over.. The writer explained, at least the characters did.., about the science and logican thingys that I haven't learn.. But it was worth it. It was written by Michael Crichton. I've got another of his book entitled Prey and it was kinda nice too. But it involved more complicated science and is a little boring.. The book Sphere even made it to become a major successful film!! Cooolllll~

20 March

Hi guys, seems tat i haven't updated my blog like, in a month... XD I focused on my exams and it seems that all my hard work paid off. I've got great results, excluding my forever-bad-Chinese subject. Well, at least its a 70%.. I was also engrossed with these books, The Adventure of Sherlock Holmes, The Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes and The Return of Sherlock Holmes. It came in a set as 3 books in 1. It is the first time I read Sherlock Holmes' stories, and I got to admit that the author, Arthur Conan Doyle was very creative and has a sound and intelligent mind. He managed to make the characters alive and are full of character. But, Sherlock Holmes is not famous only by sitting and thinking. No, for he is a man who loves disguises and is observant, which helped him succeed in solving many mysteries. The plot of the stories are somewhat twisting but could be a drag sometimes for the topic of the stories are somewhat related to the criminal. And when I haven't even read a half of the story, I knew who it was who commited murder of so-and-so or who stole the pearl necklace of the Queen of England. But overall, it was a book which managed to keep me preoccupied for a whole day, ignoring hunger pangs and sleep till I've read the last chapter.

playing cupid~

Hai~~ Pie~~ Mince pie~~ XD 2day... so manyy things happen.. 1st i found out that my niece is a boy.. ==' Den i found out the ex-person i liked (plz note the past tense) entered the same group as me.. PBSM..! Den i found out tat HE likes (plz note present tense) my best fren!! O.o Nice~ Wakaka~ Can't blame her, she has such a personality tat attracts boys to her like bees to honey! XD BUT she stilll insists tat he entered the group juz to get involved with MY activities.. Puh-leasee... As if.. =='' I'm so gonnna be a matchmaker for them~! Haha~ XD And it's safe to write all this here cuz she doesn't visit my blog anyways.. ^^ And so.... stay tuned for my plans of matchmaking!! Hahaha~ To be continued.... =-=- Matchmaker =-=-

Baby.. XD

Hiya! Feel lazy to blog liao.. XD Cuz alwayz no comment.. =[ Feel like i'm unappreciated.. T_T *sob* U guys so bad... *another sob* Read already den juz "Ciao~!" *blow my nose* *PMFTTT* Den run away.. *wipe my tears* So bad... *Takes another box of Kleenex* All so bad.. *wrap tissue* Bully me... *throw into the waste basket* *sob* So bad... *wipe my tears* Dun appreciate me.. T_T * Geena takes a machine gun and fires at me. "Can u stop mourning and start already!!!!"* As usual.. the torturer.. *sob* Also alwayz see.. *wipe tears* Den "Bye!!" *Dodges the knives Geena's throwing* Okay.. I'll start.. *blow my nose* *PMFFFTT* Guess wat guys~ I'm a aunt now!! XD And i have a niece!! ^^ Makes me feel old.. ==' Haha.. The baby so cute!! Look like my big bro!! XD (I'm saying this cuz my big bro is gonna read this later XD) Hahaha~~ =] And i juz got a talk with my therapist.. No need $$ de.. So good~ He's a veryy good therapist, feel sad or angry or wat wat den can find him.. XD Guarantee sure good mood once u finish chatting with him~ =] Wakaka~ XD Tat's all... *sniff* Geena bully people... *sob* She chained me to this PC to post entries.. *sob pitifully* Anyway, she's gonna kill me later... *cry* Come to my funeral.. bring blue roses ya, I like them best! *smile* XD Oh ya, *cry* all my properties will be passed on to my rabbit, Snowball.. Please don't do ritual things to wake me up from the dead... But please preserve my body.. *sob* If u can find it.. that is.. *sniff* Bye bye... *sniff* I'm off to CryLand... *sniff* =-=-= Ann =-=-=